I almost relapsed the other night. Not in the sense I was so upset, but the sense I wanted to concentrate on a different pain. I had such a migraine, one of those can't sleep, body goes numb kind of migraines. You try ev…

So I had my second meeting with Karen yesterday. Got a lot out. Does it seem bad that a woman I barely know anything about knows more about me than almost everyone in my life. She gives me a chance to look for the words …

So I am back, didn't think I would be. It seems though that it possibly helped before. With everything lost, hopeless, down the drain, I'm back at square one. So here I am, sitting, thinking about my very first (kind of …